So it’s now 5 am and I am still awake. I think it is nervous energy that is screwing with my sleep pattern lately. That and all the reading I have to do for my new job. My current job is much different than what I used to do at the Hell-Plans, so two years later and I am a little rusty on a few things.
So I am going back to my roots so to say. I am hoping that this time it is different. I love the job that I will be doing but nervous about the stress that I may bring upon myself. My hope is that my manager is professional. Period. That is my biggest worry, going to this new job and ending up with another crazy manager like I had two years ago.
So I have spent the entire night, into the morning trying to get myself prepared for October 1st. I am surprised by how much I remember and I feel confident that I will be able to do my job. Hell, I might even impress them with my knowledge.
I am going to focus on NOT stressing and try to focus on what Madi has been telling me for the last month – “Momma, I am so glad that you got the job. I am so proud of you”. My 6 year old is proud of me. How awesome is that?